Balance

I have lost my balance,
The world smirks, and relishes the sight,
Some declare, I have gone mad,
Doing nothing throughout the day,
And, only eating, sitting and sleeping,
Isn't an idle mind, devil's workshop?
I have lost my balance,
I stay there, bleeding and amazed,
None comes to rescue and comfort me,
But all tear of my wounds deeper,
For satiating their lust and toxicity,
As I close my eyes in excruciating pain,
Yearning to never open them again.
I have lost my balance,
I wish it had been due to intoxication,
Of drugs, weeds, and everything alike,
Momentarily, I would have been liberated,
Felt on top of the world,
Victorious, successful and smiling.
I have lost my balance,
What if I say, because of you,
Whom I had trusted beyond measure,
Holding their hands, I intended to feel secure,
And, now, seeing dark clouds hovering,
They are nonchalant and vilest of all.
I have lost my balance,
For I have lost my interest and hope,
In this never-ending journey of life,
Full of well-framed lies and failures,
Where my prayers remain answered,
And, I have lost my purpose.
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